Wednesday, July 31, 2013

I don't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it.

Each time your lips utter a lie, I wish you knew that I always know it.

You know what they say about standing on two boats?
I have one leg on a wooden raft and the other on the edge of ferry.
And this part of you is what makes me step away from the steadier board.
Away from you.

So please, don't make me step any further away.

Sunday, July 28, 2013

There's only room for two

I've heard about January being the official break-up month, but we've already/only come to the end of July and it puts me in the doldrums that everyone around me is mourning; they're mourning over dead relationships and faded feelings.

For all the broken-hearted out there, I'd love to give you a big bear hug.
But I'll give you this instead:


Today can be a new day, and looking back will only break your neck.
We chase regret, we always chase regret
When things are perfect, things are perfect.
I hope you know that I'm trying my best. 
And that to me, forever means nothing less.

This is everything and I've felt like I'm nothing, so thank you for giving me the chance.
Without you I can't see the road ahead, hearts and bones can be broken instead.
We can be stronger, we can be better. I know we can.
Timing is everything and I've always had the worst when it comes to what I need.

I need reassurance. I need to feel safe and I know it can take some time. 
But this can be everything, this can be true. 
I know now what I need.

I've learned the ones who are closest to me are responsible for my lack of sleep. 
So I created my own hollow heart to fill it with what's most important to me. 
This is something I couldn't let go. The hands on the clock are grasping my throat. 
But there's only room for two, so I chose life over you.

If you're listening just hear this out. 
I built this hollow heart and you can't tear it out.
Nothing ever goes the way we planned.

I've learned the ones who are closest to me are responsible for my lack of sleep 
but there's only room for two, so I chose life over you.

Hollow your heart and start all over again. It helps, really.

Thursday, July 25, 2013

What's so good about picking up the pieces?

Saying my life is hectic would be an understatement. Sometimes I get so lost in time that I can't even count the days of the week. 


     


i. VeganBurg with Trisha, Naomi and Edmund to reward ourselves for the past few weeks of project hell a.k.a. challenging the carnivores in them (def returning for a second visit btw)
ii. Timbre with the 2D boys to celebrate Sha's belated birthday
iii. A happy ninja turtle me
iv. Dinner at Kunjie's house which, needless to say, involves lotsa attention on Cookie (p.s. the boys taught me how to play WarCraft)

I also..

v. Finally watched Despicable Me 2 with the JK kids
vi. Splurged on a dinner date at Todai with Weeheng Yuhang and Joelle
vii. Forwent a buffet for a really regretful dinner at Eat at Taipei with Jiaying Kunjie and Junpeng (I'm sorry guys the food was so bad)

That is about all that my mind recalls.
Exams are just round the corner. I have three weeks to get my head into the game.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

It's gonna be Augsome, e'Sept for the exams




Plans for August:

i. FOB 
ii. Shut Up & Listen! 

September:

iii. Taiwan/Korea Hong Kong
iv. Project AWARE 
v. Leisure dive trip
vi. Cafehopping

My intention of getting a holiday job just turned into an obligation.
(More so if the rumours about Asking Alexandria coming to Sg are true)

Monday, July 15, 2013

Scuba-diving / Tioman July'13

Last weekend at Tioman (again, but I never get sick of it) was a remedy for my beaten soul from the past week of cramming chapters worth of info within a night for a test and rushing to meet project deadlines. This was much needed.



Video credits to Dennis.






    


Everything about the trip was hilarious, from Darren T's horrendous sleeping habits (he slept on a Ramly burger without realising), Grant's naiveness, Nic's frantic reactions when Daren K threw pineapples to her when she was in the sea 'cause schools of fishes came charging towards her, and Anita's adorable British accent.

Also, I finally accomplished the two things I've been yearning to do for the past few trips but did not get the chance to.
1. Jump off the boat from the second tier (took me so much freakin' courage)
2. Hitch a ride from a random motor-cart 

P.s. Ramly burger auntie is pregnant again. Swear her babies are unlimited, just like her Ramly burgers. Lulz.

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Jar's 19th Birthday Bash


Yesterday's birthday bash for Hajar was nothing short of fun!! Truly an old school-kinda party with party hats and a potluck dinner. I would say my favourite part was the photobooth. Extremely proud of our anchor wall and props ^.^




Preparing to surprise the birthday girl from the back of the wall LOL