11:11

Wish you were here to tell me what to do, to make the right decisions for me, to tell me it's gonna be okay, to make things a tad more bearable.

:'( / :')

Sometimes, the simplest things like merely being there for someone else or knowing that the littlest that I do can be the greatest motivation to another make me feel that at least I'm not useless for once.

But at the same time, the simplest things like an alphabet and a number make me feel useless all over again.

What a tearful day, for the bad and the good. Just glad I brought a smile to two faces.

This fight will be the death of me, or will it set me free?

Here comes the final stretch. "Time flies" has became an understatement. Time sprints man.

This Friday, the Sec4s are gonna set a new record in the Singapore Book of Records for........................................ running backwards for 1km.

All I can say is: Lawl.

And to the people around me who are going through hell, I'll be here :) Forever and always.

Wake the fuck up.

Everyone has flaws, but if you find playing with others' feelings an acceptable flaw, you'd only end up bruised and scarred. You're probably just another brick in the wall to her, so what for treat her like treasure? Quit being so gullible and naive. She likes him, not you. She's only keeping you to her side for the sake of being liked.

And what's with being all bitter and depressed over not being able to talk to her? She doesn't even care about entertaining you. Oh wait, maybe she does 'cause she needs you to keep her collection of loyal followers going. I can't stand you. No one can. We are only what, sixteen? Wait till you step out into the adult society where it's harsher and colder. You'd probably commit instant suicide.

Go ahead and continue believing that those are just rumours, because those rumours are based on solid, concrete evidence. Go ahead and wait to hear the "truth" from her very own mouth, because you're gonna wait your whole life. Go ahead if you insist, just don't give me the opportunity to tell you "I told you so".

For the millionth and twenty fourth time, she's not worth. Wake the fuck up.

Lepakapelepak

Wassup homies?! I have been lepaking like it's not only 30 days to O's oh em gee gee gee gee baby baby.

Pool + Wii at Chong's ahma's house yesterday!!!!






Initially when Stella and I were still on our way to Chong's ahma's house, it poured so heavily and we got so, so drenched :( But cool weather + no lessons + big house + unlimited supply of can drinks + pool + Wii + DSLR + OCK = Best location, time and condition to lepak which makes it all up. (Y)

So this morn I totally woke up on time for $2 soft-boiled egg and kaya toast breakfast with Lummy and I can totally crack the egg without any help and totally eat the egg white without breaking the yolk. Shan't quibble with the English noob whose hand kept being kiaped by the table! :) I ♥ kopitian breakfast!!!!!!!!

Tuition was so hilarious. We entered David's house and into the room and couldn't find a single soul but there was a sumptuous meal on the table. I was about the steal one piece of the bak kwa before I realised that David was actually hidden underneath the blanket at the corner of the room and was woken up by our conversation. SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME!!!!!!!!!! Thankfully he didn't hear about my evil plot to steal his bak kwa :B

After tuition, we parted ways and I headed to Alitatarsauce's crib to join @iamhungryyay, @ohflosseee and @superteero. Watched an episode of One Tree Hill, camwhored like mad and had lotsa fun exploring her condo!

Looks familiar? My new toy poodle.

I love hanging out at her crib. Makes you wanna lay on her couch and cuddle in a blankey all day long watching any television programme that's available. (:

Oh btw, we saw Mars again while crossing the overhead bridge on the way home!!!!!!!!!!!! I SUMPAH. It was so beautiful :(

Can't you see you're my everything?

Yesterday was awesome! I srsly needa enrich my vocab, HAHAH. I'm so sick of using the word 'awesome'.

It was nice hanging out with the same people again. Gives the warm, fuzzy, belonging feeling. (: I felt much more consoled as I looked at Yuhang hold the cue stick and miss the cue ball as he shot it forward. There's finally someone who sucks at pool more than I do!

To Yuhang:
Happy that I mentioned your name in my blog now?

So we spent a good two hours on pool at HOP before the boys headed off to Cage while Fel went home while someone abandoned us to go dating, leaving me and Joelle alone at KLP. So much for class outing ah. So what did we two abandoned ladies do? We had lunch and spent the rest of the afternoon rambling / gossiping / bitching while waiting for the boys' Cage session to end. ^^ We spotted two couples having a double date too. ^^

No pix for the day! Sobx, I liked the vest I wore though :( Gonna meet these people again tomorrow! Can't wait.

On a side note, mine and Stella's dream came true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I needed to LOL so badly 'cause I was on cloud 9!!!!!!!! I have never felt so happy in a long time. It's stupid, but the stupidest things make me happy. I am a multi-layered chin girl~ (((((((((((((((:

Post-prelims Activities

Just kidding! When did "me" and "mug" ever went in one sentence? (Just.)

Here are mah plans:

Wed - HOP with 2E.
Thu - Shopping with Stelz + lepak at Chong's ahma's house with Jux Keydings (BTW IT'S OUR NEW COOL CLIQUE NAME!).
Fri - Breakfast & tuition with Lummy + Movie with 2E One Tree Hill at Alitatarsauce's crib :D
Sat - Movie with Forest Genesis (LOL) + ^^v perhaps? Impromptu plans!
Sun - Hmm family day? Gerald's crib? Mug?

I HAVE SUCH AN EXCITING LIFE!!!!!

Prelims are over!

Post-prelim activities: Mug. Yay.

Butt dere iz juz Wan, juz Wan, dat I wood luk et avaridey, avari ower, avari meenit, avari sekan.

Haiz.

Ideal weekend!

Travelled all the way down to Pasir Ris Park just to walk Ryan's toy poodle together with Stella at ten in the morn. Ikr.


Meet Kash. He doesn't really like me though :(

We crossed paths with a golden retriever on our journey and the golden retriever got so attached to Kash that its owner had a tough time getting it to part from Kash. Awww sarang hae. ♥ So after Ryan took Kash home, Stella and I indulged ourselves in Cotton On and Devil Yogurt. Hur hur hur.

By the time I got home, I spent the rest of the afternoon doing the stupid Facebook status thingy which I shouldn't have started in the first place 'cause it's taking me eons to write the statuses. I still have 20+ to go after 80+ being done.

Dad brought us to the Night Safari with Aunt Korina at night. So fun reliving our childhood memories! Heh heh.

K ciao pao. Why am I the only one who feels like the prelims are already over? :(

Joo r dayum qoot.

Hi all. It's been a week. Missed me? ;)

The papers have been a breeze. Too breezy to be true. The only one that stunned me was Amath. I couldn't do shit for some unknown reason. Everything ran haywire.

Ah, screw it. Screw Prelims, screw O's. I can't wait for Taiwan dream.

So this morning, Alitatarsauce told us about this cover of Canon Rock on Youtube, and the comments were:
"I like the part when you played the guitar"

The reply was:
"HE PLAYED THE GUITAR THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME YOU FUCKING IDIOT"

Ohemgee I could laugh about this over and over again. It's so funny!!! Yet all Farahday'slaw said was "ok". -.-

I'm starting to love Canadian bands. Oh, Marianas Trench! Hedley too, which I found out about from couzzie's site. Their songs just make you wanna sing along, don't you think? And I noticed that there's always "I do" before every action in their lyrics. I do wanna learn how to play Perfect by Hedley on the keyboard after O's, heh heh.

Wood joo bee mai fran? Eye wahner tehk a luk et joo four a leetel lawnger :)

Just tell me you'll stay.

If you wanted a song written about you, all you had to do was ask.
You didn't ask, but I wrote you one anyway.

LOL jk. That's just the title of one of Mayday Parade's songs.

Been studying doo doo doo I think my dain is bramaged.

K, jokes aside. I really wrote a song, like really really. Only I know how the tune goes. (Ya ya ya someone please knock my head and remind me again what I'm supposed to be doing instead) Gonna pick up the guitar after the big O's and continue composing songs again, teehee. Taiming, we can be best friends. (:

LOL jk again. I only have one best friend.

On a side note, I'm hooked onto Mayday Parade's You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I'll Be The Wings That Keeps Your Heart In The Cloud and Chase Coy's Never Change. GO LISTEN K, I PROMISE NO SCREMO, NO METAL, NO CHING CHING CHIANG CHIANG. Peace \m/.

K study bye.

Hmm I feel so incomplete without seeing/talking to the usuals. And it's been long enough since I've talked to the rest. 'The rest' is too vague of a term, but there are too many to mention. Isn't that grieving to know? /:

K study for real bye.

How can you think that any of this was easy with all the friends I've lost along the way?

K so I overslept for the third time in a week.
As Keith mentioned, "No wonder they call you what they call you".



We tried to fight for what we thought that we believed in, but maybe it was all for nothing. We tried to fight, but I guess sometimes you find it's pointless, as long as you can live with yourself.

Mayday Parade makes good company.

K study bye.

Sarah Ann-oying Lim

Spongebob: What do you usually do when I'm gone?
Patrick: Wait for you to come back.

Awww sarang hae ♥

Stella and I talked about everything under the sun moon until 3am last night. Actually, everything was 99% about a certain someone, LOL. But, still loves it. (:

Study session with Twopointfour, Zulkeeper, Gohkeeper and Teeshirt today. I think I suffer from short attention span. Can someone, anyone, slap me awake?

I'm obsessed (that reminds me, I can't pronounce obsessed for nuts) with lime. Just had lime and black pepper potato chips and vodka lime. Mmmmmmmmm.

And sometimes, I look into the starless sky and wonder, where are you and what are you doing? Do you think of me as much as I do? Do you cry during long bus rides home as you recall the past? Do you even remember me?

Perhaps it's just the alcohol.

Just another random post with paragraphs that do not link. You know me.

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again, you'll just come back running.

Wrong or right, black or white,
if I close my eyes, it's all the same.

-___-

Yup, it's all the same.

Prelims can KMA.

Okay, so tomorrow marks the start of prelims. My English grades haven't been consistent lately, and there doesn't seem to be much I can do to improve that. How now brown cow? :(

I've ran out of story lines. I need more emo stuff to happen to me. LOL.

Right....

Day 20 - The one that broke your heart the hardest

The guy that said "Best Display Band-.........Deyi Band."
I don't want to elaborate any further cos it makes me sad till today. But that very 2 moments of my life, I felt like I was nothing.

- Yanjie

I miss Band.

Anyway, if you're reading this, Yanjie, you linked Kaini wrongly. (: No wonder the content seemed so cheem and irrelevant!

Carpe diem.

Isn't it consoling to know that after an exhausting 8 hours 45 minutes of lessons that seem to drag on forever, there will always be a group of people, special ones, to make you feel that it's worth the endurance? Despite the banality, despite the mundaneness, despite the bore, you'll come back for more (hey it rhymes!), not only because it's compulsory, but because you know they'll be there.




Carpe diem. You'll never know how long you can have the chance to treasure them.

I once wanted to grow up quick. Now, I wanna be forever sixteen (to-be).

Happy 1st September. Prelims starts this Friday :(