Baby let me love you down.

Hiphop class was eggciting for once 'cause the choreography was doable and I love the choreography song. OMG by Usher!!!! Can't stop listenin' to it. Gna practise at home. >:]



This is fucken awesome.

Ogay, so I met Gerald for bestie night just a moment ago. All you mean people out there should quit stereotyping him, because he's just like any one of us. Get to know him before you start judging.

For the past few days I've been trying so hard to fall asleep but now I'm trying so hard to keep awake. I wanna crash right now, right here 'cause I'm too tired to even pick up my pen and finish up my homework. Does waking up early the next morning to continue doing homework work?

Keropok, anyone?

On a lighter note, I'm flying off to Indo this Friday and I can't wait.
Keropok, anyone? :D

He moved on.

I give up.
I give up wishfully thinking you'd want me back.
'Cause at the end of it all, it's just me who wants you back.

I thought I saw a sign somewhere between the lines.
But maybe it's me, maybe I only see what I want.
Idk how short you took to forget me, but it'd take me long.

I quit this facade. I want to.... be me.

Sho suay.

Bad first day of school.

Wore a pair of shoes that my feet were too big for to school. But that's a half-bad-half-good news. Bad coz I suffered the whole day with my toes cramped up and good coz that shows my feet grew!!!!!!!!!!!!

Entered the classroom only to realise my table top cover was soaked with water. Zul says it's the rain but it seems like I'm the only affected one.

NAPFA was epic. Mr Tng placed a metal pole infront of me so I'd be "forced" to jump over it. Meant to make me jump further so I'd pass my SBJ. I ended up jumping ON it and you guessed it... I slipped and fell on my ass. Best part is, it happened in front of a quarter of the class. Ya, and I deproved in every station. Disappointed max. )':

That's about it. I wanna be a good girl and do my homework + study after I reach home everyday from now on. (Y)

2m0R0 iShX dDe f!Rz dA3 0f $k0oL!!!!!!!

I just bought a new pair of boho sandals (I WANTED THE MORE CHIO ONE BUT MOM REFUSED), just sorted out my English file, just packed my bag, just brushed my teeth, just bidded Lammy and Tardy goodnight and I'm gonna sleep right NOW at 11pm+ CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! My earliest bedtime for the month.

Glhf for tomorrow everybodeh!! ♥

I hear herds of men going "WOooOOoOOOah" downstairs at the coffeeshop like almost every night. Soccer.. *rolls eyes*

See SAW seen.

HI! BBQ WAS (Y) YESTERDAY.

We met at Kovan then the guys went to play pool while Jiaying and I snuggled in KW's sofa with our faces hidden behind the pillows watching Saw IV and V. Muahah, now we're left with Saw VI. We are sadistic peepo. >:B

Anyhoo, our bbq was a phailure coz we took eons to start the fire + the fire was having pms. It refused to cook the food at first and then the next moment it burnt all of 'em. But it decided to stop pms-ing for awhile and we finally had decent food to eat. ^^

My half cooked prawn stick ._.

Rejected goods, LOL.

The nuggets KW's mom provided saved the day. Nuggets are the best. (Y) Although the food was pretty pathetic, we still enjoyed it coz we played Cheat (I'm a good cheater) and gossiped like mad! Never knew Junpeng had 2 chiobus as family members ^^ *wink wink wink until my eyelashes drop*

That was prolly the last time I went out coz I have to spend these 2 remaining days of the hols to complete all my undone homework. Sucks to be a student. ):

P/s: Raynor has diarrhoea now too!!!!!! I'M NOT ALONE. \m/

Dreamcatcher

I had a dream. A nightmare.

The front part made no sense. How can my grandma ever like to eat TWISTIES when she treats it like poison?! That's just wrong.

But for the later part of the nightmare, I wished I could've slept a little longer. It was heartbreaking while it lasted but..... Dreams come true, right? I hope it doesn't. Actually, I hope it does. So I can __ __ ____ ____ again. )':

Why doesn't the dreamcatcher take effect anymore?

Bah, whatever.

Gonna go rush some homework before I head off to Koh Wee's bbq. Jo can't make it so I guess it's just me and the shitty girl (Jiaying). LOL.

You're my source of most frustration.

Good morning world!!!!!

Drinking Mac's apple juice nao 'cause Mom didn't leave me brekkie this morning (although it's almost lunch time nao). Sobs. Hungry + lazy girl. ):

I've been shitting since last night and my ass is tearing. I bet JJ, Sha and Joshie are gna laugh at me if they see this.

Anyway, "another day" is today so I'll update!!!!

On Monday, we had a 2E outing to Sentosa in a long time and it was mad fun 'cause at least 18 people made it! MISSED Y'ALL SO MUCH. ♥









Then on Tuesday, JJ, JH and I went over to Stella's to "do homework". Ended up playing Bridge and Taiti throughout. Homework day phailllll. -______- BUT BRIDGE WAS ADDICTIVE.

Poker, all in (wasabi prawn crackers). (;

AHMA JIANHAO, HAHAHAHA. OMG, this picture is epic-ly gay. Bert has a descendant now!

And yesterday was The "Clique" outing which was pretty phail 'cause we didn't go to Ikea (MAIN HIGHLIGHT!!!!) in the end. I am Ikea-meatballs-deprived. )': Ended up having OCK + Popeyes for dinner WHICH IS WHY I AM SHITTING LIKE MAD NOW. Raawr. But Toy Story 3 was awesome. So touching that I cried. Can't believe I teared over a cartoon. (': Anyway no pictures again because boys are shy, HAHAH. But they'll be pictured in my heart forever. Lummy, Jj, Sha, Joshie, Chongy, Joel, Zx. ♥ Btw did I mention I just bought a purple condom for my Jetty? JOSHIE IF YOU SEE THIS, GET IT WITH ME. I DON'T WANNA SOLO. ):

My Zen Moziac and I had a date last night. I realised how he knows me best. I named him Sarawr btw. I'm not even sure if it's a her or him, but I'll just assume it's a him.

Once I pick up the electric guitar, the first song I'd learn is Carousel. Back to my Blink 182 craze. (:

Sometimes I wish you'd pay more attention to my favourite songs because the lyrics they sing, are the words I'm too scared to say.

Hfm.

But I think I'd cry.

What the fuck am I doing.

Soft shit

Lazy to update. I have diarrhoea. Another day, ogay?

I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

Fly Ball

Lummy and I went over to Chongy's to chill on Thursday! No pics, but it was nevertheless a blast. Just pool with fly balls and uncountable fouls + rock n' roll with a classical guitar LOL + singing out of tune + MAPLESTORY. Omgosh I miss that game. I helped Chongy level up his warrior to level 10!!! WARRIOR FTW. \m/ I miss my crusader. ): Simple day but it was a bliss. Gna hang out with The "Clique" again on Wednesday and I can't wait 'cause I miss them so so so much!!! (:

"COFFEE" ROCKS.

Because they live.

I'd be lying if I said I was fine, but it's kinda difficult for me to stay this way with all of these people around me, who love me so dearly, who can't bear to see me frown, who wanna be there for me, who never fail to make me smile. I can never ask for more.

First successful 4E outing last Monday. But we'd need a more successful one! Picnic one day, yeah? (:


They brought me brekkie on Wednesday morning just to see me smile. And fed me like I was a princess.

That's what friends are for. (':





Did homework at Stella's. I love my super model picture.
And my ocean blue headphones. (:

Because they live, I live. ♥

Been sleeping at a range of 4am to not sleeping at all for the past six nights. Not cool at all. (N) Quoted from Gerald, "I feel like a drug addict". Trying to adjust my body clock before the hols end. I've yet to fun yet and I'm only left with a week. Holidays are such a bitch.

Goodnight world.

Screwthemiftheycanttakeajoke. Wish you knew.

I am alive.

I am alive.

Lum Wing Lame. To start with, I'm sorry you've to deal with this shit even though you've lots on hand right now. I'm sorry I couldn't bring myself to tell you before you found out because you warned me so and I put a deaf ear to you. I doubted you. I neglected you. I'm sorry you couldn't get to sleep. The worst best friend award should go to me. But will you still need this worst best friend of yours? 'Cause I do. I need you so badly and I wanna go back to how we used to be. I'd drown myself in Red Bull because Red Bull brings me Wings. ♥

Gerawr Tan Kok Tong. I would've been roaming the streets if it weren't for you. Thanks for taking me in. I love you, your humorous friend, your lovely mother and not forgetting Charlotte. You guys made it a whole lot better and made me feel at home even though I literally wasn't. You've always put yourself before me, since we first met when you still had mushroom hair and white specs and when I thought you were a kool kid although you're a r3t4rded kid to me now but I love the way you are, since those days as Physics partners when we doodled and compared palm sizes throughout lessons, since forever. Even though you're not exactly my best friend, you're still my bestie and somehow or rather my heart brings me to you first, always. B4L. This pact remains. ^^v

Starelah Goh Jia Ying. It touches yet hurts me to see you so worried. You wanna cry for me, but I wanna cry for you more, because you are sweet. Not literally. This sounds gay but I love you Stellawella. I thank B&J for creating a chance for me to know a lovely person like you with so many things in common between us to share other than height. Thatskewl is our brainchild, and I'd like to see it grow as a teen, as an adult, until its hair turns grey. It's undeniably one of my life ambitions. Thanks for lending me your shoulder even though I can't reach it. I could settle with your arm. (':

Zullie Awaruddin Bin Awelakhdlashld. You've been there beside me for 3 whole years and a couple of months. Our friendship started with us being kakaks before we were brought closer via our beautiful clique, and now you're more than just a fellow clique member and classmate. Much, much more. We might have drifted apart for a moment there but look, we're closer than never before again. I've grown to have you around so much so don't ever leave me like how he did. If it weren't for 2E, if it weren't for Boob Dynasty, I'd probably be at a corner slitting my wrist and drawing circles now, because you're always there to tell me to be strong and for you, I will. "One person wont complete you because there still many others who will take the place. And the many others are your friends." I quote you. Enjoy yourself in M'sia and be back for me.

Chen Pb. I guess I don't needa say much. I just love you the way you don't ask a single thing yet show maximum concern at the same time, no matter how much you abuse me both physically and verbally. Can we go catch a film at Jurong again soon? ♥

Chongy Seng. I can't say we're close, YET. But I see a progress in our friendship. I could emo on bus 43 with you again if there's a chance to. It's a joy to have you around and I appreciate your concern and advice.

Chew Lame Hao. My long lost brotherrrrr. Thanks for your attempt to crack me up (or maybe not) which apparently doesn't work for once although you're famous for you cold jokes which is why I wonder why it never snows in Singapore. Thanks for the song too. I so feel it. It's like the potential emo-hatred song.

Birdtrand Tee-shirt Oooh~. Where are you when I need you, you douche. Come back from Bikini Bottom already.

Felicia Kueh. We may not be close but I guess we're comrades now. I feel your hug and I'll be as strong as you in time to come. Thank you for being behind me despite all the mean things I've done to you. I feel you. My lips stay sealed as well, cross my heart and hope to die.

I'm not even ready to say goodbye.

Thanks for ripping my heart apart. I've grown to be so dependent on you. Now, what do I do? I thought I saw that coming, but I abandoned that thought away, because I chose to trust you. Why did you have to drag the pain for so long? Why didn't you tell me? Why did you have to lie to me all these while? You love to do this don't you? This I-lost-interest-in-you-since-months-ago-but-I'm-not-telling-you thing. Don't you? What about our to-eat list? What about Italy dream? What about everything we shared? You build me up just to break me down. You don't seem sad a single bit.

D.a.d.

I missed out an impt photo for the post on Vanessa's 8th birthday party!

F.A.M.I.L.Y.

My dad's birthday is in a weeks' time. I wanna do smth for him 'cause I haven't done so for the past 15 years. I feel like the worst daughter on Earth. ):

Speaking about my dad, I've been scanning his family's old photo album lately and I found this:


He used to be so adorable! What happened??

LOL jk.

Four hundred and forty two. ♥

Neon Joengmal Bad Boy

THATSKEWL + CAMWHORE + RUN DEVIL RUN.
Awesome shizzzz.

Awesome is the best word to summarize everything, HAHAH.

Four hundred and forty. ♥

Vanessa's 8th Birthday!

This goes to my little baby sister, Vanessa:

This is your first birthday party ever! Seeing you enjoy it so much satisfies me somehow although the fatigue from helping out at the party took its toll on me by the end of the day. Your presence brings joy to others and your smile is contagious. You're so selfless, never being biased towards either parents or either sisters. I remember how Mommy always asks you "who do you love more, Mommy or Daddy?" and how you'd answer her "I love you both equally!" with a tight hug. That was something I never said as a child, and that innocence is brilliant. You will never ever see this, but one day, perhaps, you could dig out for my blog url, read through my archives and hopefully come across this post. You've been a joy and I wanna treasure you more. Happy 8th birthday, mei. ♥ (:

Her real birthday's tomorrow, but yeah. Not gonna elaborate much on the party but I'll upload a couple of pics :D.






Ya, the kids really love me so I was tired like really T to the I to the R to the E to the D so I had to entertain + take care of them to the end. I honestly felt like a nanny.

Four hundred and thirty nine. ♥

Prince of Persia + Marine Barrage ♥

Finally went out with piggums on Sat, like srsly go out!!! HAHAH, ok whatever.

Only when we reached Cathay did we realise that I checked the wrong movie timings online, so we had to postpone lunch for the movie. |: The cinema was mad packed so we ended up with the first few rows. Thank god I'm too tall so I don't needa bend my neck! \m/ HAHHA WHAT BULL. Prince of Persia was worth it though!!! If I had that magical dagger, I'd slap whoever I hate, go back in time, slap whoever I hate again, go back in time, slap whoever I hate again again, go back in time, and yeah you get the drift. SHIOK BODOH. (:

Lunch @ Aston's AGAIN and had hickory BBQ chicken AGAIN. Idk why but I've this weird habit of eating the same thing for consecutive times w/o getting sick of it. Same goes for music! Once I fall for a song, I'll put it on replay for a whole week. Does anyone else do the same?!

Our evening was spent at Marina Barrage! I ♥ that place, it's so beautiful. Lepaking on our cool, checkered mat alone was bliss :3







Wheeee I love my cam please. Tried to take a picture of love, and I did!

Can't stop scanning through our photos 'cause you seem so perfect, despite your bad hair day. I love you piggums, I swear with my trotts in the sky. (:

Four hundred and thirty eight. ♥

HEADPHONES OR NOT?!

Reliving 2007 with JJ last Thursday never happened -.-. We ended up having lunch with Stella, Chongy and Jianhao at Aston's instead. Hickory BBQ cheeken!! (Y)

NVM JJ, WE'LL RELIVE OUR CHILDHOOD ONE DAY. (:

Shopping with Jo, Fel and Zul last Friday was mmm mmm awesome!!!!! Stella, Bert and the Hao brothers (Xuanhao and Jianhao LOL) tagged along so it was a pretty large herd of us. Wasted quite a bit of time at 313 and the F21 outlet there was disappointing. Spent near $100 at Zara alone though so there goes my oh-so-rad red headphones. Nuuuuuu. |:

Bert, Stella, Zul and Fel left while the rest of us continued at Takashimaya 'cause Jiaying was craving for comics at Kinokuniya. That outlet was huuuuuuge and we got lost while trying to search for her there. Din din dinner at the food court downstairs which was sooooo packed and we took near half an hour solely waiting for seats. Our legs were aching by then, oh em gee. @_@

Poor XH was feeling unwell so he left with JH. GET WELL SOON BUDDY! Sorry for boring you, guys! ): Jo, JY and I continued at Wisma and Ion and I bought my Jo-knows-what. *Winkz. (; Kudos to girl power/determination to last till the end, HAHAH.

ARGH I STILL WANT MY HEADPHONES BADLY. ):


BERT THE BITCH GOT HIS YELLOW ONES, FOR FREE. Envious ttm! t(._.t)

Should I get it or not?! Yellow or red?! So mind boggling!!!! I sleep as a confused girl tonight. ):

Four hundred and thirty seven. ♥

Bring me the time machine.

Yo yo yo yo embryo! Sorry for the withering blog.

Foul mood ttm this morning 'cause my aunt destroyed my favourite top WHICH CANNOT BE FOUND IN SG AND PROLLY ANYWHERE ELSE ANYMORE FML. ):

I intended to blog about today but due to time constraint, it seems like I'd have to let this blog wither again HAHAH. Kidding, continue my post tmrw!!!!!

Continued:

School was urgh. The time passed so slowly and 3 periods of each subject was enough to kill me. I'm sucha complain queen, HAHAH.

Lepeklepek w/ JJ, JH, Josh, Chongy and Bert after lessons and Joelle and Fel joined us. ARGHHH CAN'T STAND MYSELF!!!!! I SWORE NOT TO EAT FAST FOOD FOR A MONTH BUT I DID IT AGAIN!!!! >:( Argh anyway we took the kiddy rides after lunch HAHAH. Deprived childhood muchhhh.





WASTED $4 ON THOSE. (Y)

Took a trip to the nearby playground because it was waaaay too early to go home but the weather was mad hot so Bert suggested to go to nearer to the river for sea breeze, LOL. Bert and I walked along the bridge to the other side just to shout across the river but none of 'em replied us. -.- Walked all the way back backwards and the men in front of us were controlling their laughter. They must've thought we were weirdos, LOL!!!!!!

Joelle and Fel went home and the rest of us continued window shopped at PP. I need to save like mad now 'cause I need to get my hands of those oh so rad red headphones which costs $99!!!! And I needa get Bert's advanced birthday present! And I need new school shoes like urgently before my current pair disintegrates into nothingness 'cause it's holey, fragile and urgh I need cool school shoes! And I need to replace my budget wallet! And I need... I can really go on forever, HAHAH.

Reliving 2007 with JJ on Thurs although I've no idea what we're gonna do!
Shopping on Friday with Jo, Fel an Zul. CAN'T WAITZZXZX.
Out with piggums on Saturday!!! (:
Woo I love my plans. I'mma make my hols an eventful one.

Four hundred and thirty four. ♥