You're a dead fit, but my wit won't allow it.

Hi everyone I am here to announce that next week would officially be my last week of internship and this anticipation will be the death of me. But mah fwens will pull me thru ~

Remember the Thai-local zhi char I mentioned earlier on a few posts ago? Last Wednesday, Fel, Arynah and I went back for more and we ordered the must-have cream sauce prawn again along with kai lan veg that didn't taste so veggie-ish as Arynah would put it, LOL. Also, I learnt a new word "buto" today and that is now my new fav profanity. Suck that up, butos.

On a side note, here's a shout out to my bitch Jian Hao for accompanying me for lunch last Tuesday. Thank you I had a great time albeit the briefness of it all ^^

Good Friday encompassed insane Topshop adventures and 126 Dim Sum with my babyboo Trisha and Edmund. Also, we visited Naomi at work and she looks really adorbz in her work attire, heh. Cheers to the four of us making it to Marcomm next year! You have no idea how bloody stoked I am for the adventures to come. 

Thereafter, Edmund and I dropped by the central to meet Xx and Ericia for some late night supper. These two girls have been dearly missed :'-) If not for the fact that all of us were struggling to kick away the fatigue of a long, long day, we might have stayed a little longer. 

Ended the week off at Botak Jones with the 1D boyz and the food was bad never gonna go back again and I can't wait for our Tuesday movie date(!!)

Next week will be excel-fucking-lent, I just know it.

Scuba-Diving / Tioman Mar'13 (AOW)

Pardon my post-diving fever, but this was the best dive trip ever. Period.

For the millionth and tenth time, we saw a school of black-tip riff sharks, swam close up to turtles and a huge-ass moray eel. Deep dive felt so dreamy, like you're in the middle of a 30m-long tunnel and you can't see the start nor the end of it. Night dive, too, felt so surreal. Our vision was compounded within a radius of a mere metre around our torches and a shark could sneak up on us without us even realising.

With the optimal current and weather, paired together with splendid company from Dive360, other fellow scuba-divers and definitely my dearest Joanne and Darren, I deem the sun burn worthy.

Ripping people's heart out; you're too cute for that.

I'm scooting off to Tioman island over the weekends!

Extremely unprepared for the scuba-diving trip tomorrow although I've waited for more than a year just for this. Last year, Joanne was down with her family vacation and Darren tore two of his ligaments, so we never really came to signing up for our advanced license, but this holidays we're finally gonna make it happen, yay.

But tomorrow, I'd also be sobbing the hell away because it'd be my official last day of work at Khoo Teck Puat Hospital. Hate to say this but I grow attached to people so easily... Gonna miss all the big sisters there and I'd definitely be back to visit despite the distance :'( They are all too kind. Auntie Agnes even blanjah-ed me a stick of lipstick (random, I know) just because she feels sorry for my long working hours.

Such a bittersweet emotion.

The Camera Shy

Throwback to last Sunday at town with The Camera Shy ones. Not sure how I return home with a tummy ache and jaw strains from excessive laughing with them all the time.

More than I did before

Today, I took your picture out, just to test the waters and check if it's safe now to step into the post-war zone. It felt numb, I think. Then I had second thoughts; No, not just yet. I'm not done. Because I had hope for redemption and you had a choice to grant me the chance, but you picked your pride over what could have possibly been my source of happiness. He was my best sidekick and those few days were bliss. Every night, I returned to the room looking forward to the next day just because I know he'd be there to pull me through the dreariness, and that made it okay to stay away from home a little longer. You can call me over-obsessed but I don't deny that I wasn't. Because when everyone else marches on without me, he is the only one who backs his track just to wait up. And now that I've lost all of this, I try and I try to convince myself that it's no one's fault but mine and my weak mind's, and I'm convinced. But I still had a fucking chance and you killed it. No head's up, no hesitance, no mercy; You just did. So, here's my white flag if that makes you happy, but I will never raise it for you. Because you forced me to slit my throat to set the air free, and I'm as breathless as never before.

Off day.

Because today is off day.

Not really sure how to feel about it.

Oh my goodness I've been so caught up with internship that I forgot this space existed for a moment.

Been on my feet for 6 x (18-9) = 54 hours and regarding my attire, my life feels so colourless that it's not even funny. But, I gotta thank my daily routine of taking one and a half hours to get to school because pulling through the distance to my workplace (it varies from week to week but for the past week, it's been at Yishun) feels like peanuts to me. Sales promoting is tiresome as hell but I have really supportive colleagues and even non-colleagues around me. Like auntie LL who shares her endless life stories of job-hopping and how she wants to introduce me to her son who's studying in London. "不是很帅可是还好 la!" Such a dear, she is. I love aunties.

That aside, I've finally met up with the terribly missed ones.

"What you taking?"

"A picture of the sunset la."

"For what? Take from google la."

On Tuesday, I was convinced to go down to Bedok after work for a quick dinner with the 2E homies and Weeheng was being an ass all the while, although I really must thank him for teaching me the Yishun-to-Pasir-Ris-in-25-minutes route. Yup you got me right; In 25 minutes. We had really refreshing Thai-local zhi char at one of the shops by the blocks. Think sambal kang kong, cream sauce prawns, hotplate tofu and pandan chicken. Would die to go back for more.

Then Thursday was the long-awaited date with Shannon (and Lum shamelessly tagged along HAHAH just jk). Dropped by Buddy Hoagies for some rosti and sausages. Idk why I didn't discover such goodness when I last visited BH with Joelle a year ago. Midway through our meal, I casually remarked that I'm probably the last person in Singapore to watch ABTM2 and guess what? We watched it. Swear I laughed my imaginary balls off. Lobang is damn steady lah. Skipped the ending to rush for the last bus even though we eventually still missed it.

Now, I just got back from lunch with Fel at Brewerkz and I'm feeling sho shleepy 'cause we had margarita to go along with our southern fried chicken and calamari rings. MAD LOVE THE FOOD. She's flying off to Abu Dhabi tonight, boo :( So I bought her champagne flowers that were slightly withered and some cupcakes as an advanced birthday gift! Can't wait to hang out with her and Joelle soonish after she's back to have our gourmet session.

Work again tomorrow, sigh pie. G'night!