Bittersweet.

bit·ter·sweet

   [adj. bit-er-sweet, bit-er-sweet; n. bit-er-sweet] Show IPA

–adjective

1.

both bitter and sweet to the taste: bittersweet chocolate.

2.

both pleasant and painful or regretful: a bittersweetmemory.

I tried to keep my smile, but I'm sorry I didn't keep it for long.

Woke up to Brandon's wake up call which wasn't of much use after all. He only called me at the time we were supposed to meet so I still ended up late. Lepaked at the Skate Park like a lepaker wit' my shades and (Keith's) cap on yo. I like the mini bike, the one with the SSTMBX sticker. Just the perfect size for moi :-) We were supposed to catch I Am Number Four at TM but we ended up nua-ing at Keith's place lol.

Dindin with Sha, Joshie, Chongy and Lummy at Popeyes @ TM. I missed all of you so very much, and I can't wait to see your faces again next week. ♥

Sarah Ann Lim Hui Min, don't you be a fucking coward again this time. You gon' have faith, and keep on believin'. Everything's gon' be fine. Tomorrow's gon' be a lovely day.

... right?

Dear Joelle, I wish you'd read your fb inbox this instant & tell me what to do like how you always do.

Please don't take him away from me.

I'm on my knees. I'm begging please.

#pleasesmile

Flea market again today!! This time tgt with Fel and Joelle.

Supposedly, we were to meet at Bugis at 1pm but Fel and I just stepped outta the house at 1.15pm. LULZ, that's so us. Thn we walked around Bugis for an hour or so while waiting for Joelle before she joined us at Haji Lane. Contemplated between going for the flea market at Home Club or the one at Singapore Flyer and we went for the latter. Brandon, Faus, Azk & Keith were there too.

Rings from tdy.

& the pastel ear studs I mentioned previously. I'm getting more ear holes just for these :)

You give me premature ventricular contractions.

Last Saturday, Fel and I went out on a date ^.- to FLB5 'cause she wanted to get her rings from the other Fel and I was simply itching to bring back some loots to feed my closet. Fel ended up going home with four rings. Hxc ring maniaccccc. And I got me a raglan shirt and plaid shirt in pretty blue plaids :-) Thn we moved on to Marina Square where this multi-pack sets of pastel ear studs from Diva caught our eyes. In desperation, when we didn't have much cash left, we chose to buy a pack and share half of it, so we each have one sided ear studs now. LOL.

Can't wait to go flea-ing agn this Saturday. This time, hopefully, with Joelle, Jiaying, Arynah and Zul :-) Can't wait for Jiaying to sleep over at my place too after she quits her job. We're gna go baking, manicure just for the fun of it, pierce extra ear holes and maybe, just maybe, try on the Liese tint on my hair if I decide to by then and if Momsie nods her head. Hmm... should I?

On a side note, I've yet to touch the book that I've borrowed from the library a couple of days back. FML.

Everyone's so busy with their own lives. Has my existence become insignificant...? :-(

Raise Your Glass

So if you're too school for cool, and you're treated like a fool, you can choose to let it go, we can always party on our own.

Literal Lingerie

Lol.

Wa sa bi

Hi, I found something to blog about (which I forgot about). This was last Sunday, the CNY visiting with 2E'08.

Ryan's place > Lunch at the cafe beside PastaMania at E!hub > Raynor's place > Jiaying's place > Christopher's place > Home.

Make a guess who was late. I shan't mention ok, go figure :) We literally stepped into Ryan's house for only a minute because Ryan had to leave for work already. The time Joelle took to put her heels on over-weighed that of which we spent in there. Whuuud? ._.

Idk why my mouth was blurred.

At Jiaying's place, where we gambled using Wasabi cashew nuts. Beats using coins fer sure 'cause nobody wants to have a taste of the deadly Wasabi :D

The rest of the evening was spent at Christopher's house. What a warm a cosy place to camp in. I like. We spammed Wii games, especially Rock Band. I always end up the vocalist, dayummm.

To this certain boy:

Thank you, for choosing this outing over your M'sia trip. Truly, you GMH when I was on the verge of giving up. Love you, Winsemius. (No, this certain boy's name is not Winsemius)

Thank you, every single one of you. ♥

Burnt Valentine's.

Life has been mundanely eventful. Does that even make sense? Actually, it's just the time that has been passing so slowly. I feel so empty without the usual people in my life, now that they're busy with school. :/

My Valentine's day had been the most romantic. From ten in the freaking morning to five in the freaking evening, I was either cycling, trying to skate or self-barbecuing under the sun. I'm a little lobster, short and red. Here is my burnt skin and here is my aloe vera :(

Faus got us all a pink rose & a customized heart-shaped brownie each. How lovely. ♥ In the past, I prepared chocolates and little love notes for almost everyone I knew. Now, I can't quite be bothered. I (hope to) wait for chocolates and little love notes instead. So, is what they say true? You get colder as you grow older?

Can you see my mint nails? ^.-

After dinner at Lagoon with The Family, we headed off to Keith's place to watch Titanic. Ryan, Wencai & I stayed over. Overoveroveroverslept till 5pm and woke up for noodles for lunchner!

How was your Valentine's?

Thank you, for giving me the courage to do things I've never done in my entire life.

Waiting to say, "I miss you, I'm so sorry"

There was this little girl named Kira. She followed me everywhere I went, from the clearing of tables to the topping up of drinks, but she didn't want me to realise her presence. From behind the curtain, she peeped at me carefully. I turned around and caught a glimpse of her. All she did was smile and continue watching me, but she made my whole day.

:)

Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams.

Lovin' my new job. Thank God for wonderful people like Wai Weng, Mary, Loriemel, Luiz, Dorris and the dishwashers and well, of course, PB. Wouldn't have applied for this job without him :), although he's already harbouring thoughts of pangseh-ing me for a better job -.-

I spent two hours of my afternoon along the beach alone like an emo kid 'cause I had split shifts. For these ten years that I've lived in Marine Parade, I've taken so much for granted, one of such would be the beach breeze. It's gonna be my new area.

I'd do anything to turn that frown of yours upside down.

You're fuckin' perfect.

So much has happened in the past week. I can't find where to start.

My all-time favourite kindergarten teacher, Ms Wong, popped me a surprise text on the first day of CNY to acknowledge me. It's such a miracle to have found her. Long story short- She happened to be my senior's cousin and she remembered my name vividly. & this, was the younger me. Guess which one. I look pretty much the same, don't I?

Batch-banders CNY visiting at Yingzheng's and dinner and Wenhui's. I never thought I'd see Sha again. Gosh, did I mention how much I missed his moley face?

After dinner, we played the Kingkongkangkong game, which is sooooo contagious (I can't get the beat out of my mind), the MRT game and the Steady Tempo Ready Go game in mandarin, which proved how poor and rusty our mandarin has become. Brian, Joshua, Yingzheng and Damien were jamming in the room while the rest continued with Blackjack outside. Believe you me, Brian is one hell of a rapper/vocalist and these boys made an awesome band. Hidden talents, I must say. \m/

"looooong before your time...there lived a family..they werent related by blood but the joy they shared with each other's company was enough to see the love they had for each other ..they called themselves "THE FAMILY"...."

Reunion dinner with The Family at Keith's place with Mama Wong. True, ol', vintage family photo. We are One. ♥

(This looks so ancient. Your hairstyle is much less noob now.)

I'm gonna hug on to this rekindled friendship so tightly, like it's a life buoy. & I'm not letting go again, just because you said I meant this much to you.

Team TK

NP, SP, NYP!

TP, RP, ERP!

Steady steady boom pee pee!

All of you are CCB!

TEAM POLY!

& Paul Lee was happily basking in our cheer, because... "POLY, PAUL LEE, POLY, PAUL LEE, POLY, PAUL LEE, POLY, ......" You get my point.

But, Poly or not, what matters is, we make Team TK.

So, I went back to TK today. Got outta bed exceptionally early just to wake Ryan up to watch the CNY performance in TK with me 'cause I figured he'd be the only one who'd bother to. He ended up going back to sleep and the performance was already coming to an end by the time we arrived, but I thank him for going back to sleep. What's becoming of CNY performances nowadays?

Bumped into many familiar faces, like Raudhah Sulaiman, and I had such a cool chat with her.

After our dearest Mr. Koh made an announcement to kick us out of TK, Zul, Alita, Bert, Indah and I scooted off to Kallang Mac's for some lunch, then I had to rush back home for TYF.

Alita: Hey, you guys know the song Count On Me by Bruno Mars?

Me & Indah: *looks at each other with stunned faces* Count on me Singapore~ You mean this song?

Alita: *smacks head*

HAHAHA OMG. Bimbo moment.

On a side note, I should really make use of the next two months to brush up my English. The bombastic vocabulary that I used to apply so frequently have been erased from my memory 'cause I've been so detached from writing for quite awhile. I'd date my dear Phiau out on a reading date after she gets back from her vacation in Hokkaido (that lucky bitch), 'cause she's Master of Choosing Books, and perhaps write an essay or two. Yes, no, potato?

My blog is becoming such a bore.