Till Death Do Us Apart

Till Death Do Us Apart - Fools For Redemption

[Verse 1]

I love you for who you are because

You're beautiful to me

You know I'd give my all for you

You're everything I see

[Prechorus]

'Cause you've given me your heart

And you have take mine

And we'll run hand in hand

Till the end of time

[Chorus]

Years from now

We will vow

To love each other no matter what may come

In sickness or in health

In poverty or wealth

I'll look back on this day you stole my heart

Till death do us apart 

[Verse 2]

You mean everything and now

You're all I need

And I want you to see somehow

For you I'd bleed

[Prechorus]

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Till death do us apart, you'll always have my heart

Till death do us apart, you'll always have my heart

Free, I'll never set you free (I'll never set you free)

Free, I'll never set you free (I'll never set you...)

[Chorus]

An original by Josh and his band.

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(You better ok!!! 'Cause I really love it, heheh)

Misunderstood

Everyone wants a time machine to rewind time and take back regretted words and actions, but I want the exact opposite. I want to push time forward to the weekends, when I can run away for a mere while. Even if it's just 2-days worth of an escapade, I'm more than glad to.

Hate is a strong word, but I really, really, really don't like going to school anymore.

No, it's not the workload. It's not the lectures. It's not the tutorials.

It's just-

Let's just say, I'm better understood out there.

This is my first teardrop in months. 

Lummy's 17th

LOL I suck at this, but give me some merit for my effort ok.
(And say hi to my pretty lil' pink ukelele!)

Happy 17th birthday, Lummy.

♥

You jump, I jump.

Hi here's a quick one before I leave the house to meet Zhuks and Badz at PP Macs to study!

So my weekends were spent with my most favourite group of individuals.

Saturday was spent with Fel and Zul at the library, trying to catch up with whatever work that's left undone and indulging in shaved ice at 32 Degrees Fahrenheit. Completed the entire chapter of Standard Normal Probability Distribution within 2h as well. Achievement~

Sunday marked a long-awaited Factory Day for Stella and I, although we didn't produce much goods in the end 'cause we left our materials at the shop and we'd only be retrieving 'em back next Sunday... which isn't a bad thing either 'cause that spells another Factory Day next weekend. Heheh.

Ended up munching on the goodies we bought on the way back while watching 'Titanic'. Can't believe I've been missing out on such a beautiful film :')

If you love someone, you should set them free.

Week 01: Hey, she's talking to me again. Could it be that she's been thinking of me? No. You talked to her, she didn't talk to you. You need a severe reality check.

Week 02:  She's starting to sound a little less than friendly, but you remain hopeful. You attentively count each smiley face received. You're happy at every exclamation mark spotted. Even the simplest yet most meaningless "haha" makes your heart flutter. You thought you saw a sign somewhere between the lines, but maybe it's you, maybe you only see what you want.

Week 03: Here comes the deadly single-worded replies. Sometimes, even none. Evidently, she doesn't want to talk to you. But with that last ounce of faith, you close an eye and keep on trying.

Week 04: No message tones. No vibrations. Quit jerking to each phone notification your receive. Stop checking your phone every 5 minutes. It's not coming. It won't be.

Week 05: Has anyone seen her around? Of course they have. She's alive and kicking, so why wouldn't they? Haven't you ever wondered why she's always out there but never here? Did it cross your mind that perhaps you're the cause of it all? She hasn't gone MIA. She's shunning you. You scared her away.

Week 06: Face it, you're history.

Forgetting someone doesn't take merely six weeks. It can easily take up to months and years. Sometimes, even days. Regardless of the length of time, it always starts with bawling your eyes out and facing that same, damp pillow each night, followed by constant ponders about where you went wrong, especially on long bus rides. Drown yourself in sappy love songs, cry until your eyes grow tired from it; this reverse psychology shit works sometimes. Those heart-wrenching moments will pass, with the company of friends and loved ones. Trust me, it would. It was a good run, but set her free. Set yourself free.

I haven't thought of an appropriate and non-offensive way to put this to you yet, but yes, if you see this, this is for you. No doubt that it's easier said than done, but I've been there and done that, so why can't you?

Loosen your grip. Loosen it a little more. Just a little bit more.
And I'd wait for the day to tell you, "There you go, you're happy now."

Owww-cers

Check out my new snakebite piercings.

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LOL jk they're just asymmetrical ulcers. Fml.

Care-free

HAHAHAH, just look at that pout in the middle.

Sigh...

This is what I do when I'm bored beyond sanity.

Fiddled around with my cammie after a job interview at SCAPE with Zul and Fel. They've been confirmed for the job but I'm currently still marked as a stand-by, considering the little number of days I'm available to work. Already mentally prepared to miss out on all the fun if I eventually don't get the job :(

Zul had to leave for his Geog lecture (LOL) so Fel and I continued roaming around the vicinity. Dropped by H&M, Forever21, Dr. Martens and Editor's Market. Took bus 16 home and passed by Old Airport Road where we alighted for some tau huey but it was all sold out. Settled for some tau suan instead while Fel had her sugarcane drink.

Can't wait for our Potato Chunks date this Saturday.

Nugnugz

The comfort of a splendid start to a languid Wednesday just doubled with the discovery of this:

Go grab yer nuggets!!

So soon.

Project day at Auggie's crib - completed pretty much everything on our to-do list. #achievementunlocked

The Elluminate sesh was a downright waste-of-a-time. Did an impromptu presentation via webcam and I don't want to imagine how ridiculous I looked and sounded on the other side of my classmates' and tutor's screens. They couldn't stop laughing over my Minnie Mouse voice...

Brought my camera out for some fresh air but I forgot to use it other than when camwhoring with XX and Ericia. Meh.

Side-tracking, we shared a large portion of Baskin Robbins last Tuesday. Cotton Candy + Cookie Dough + Chocolate = gastronomic combination. Not forgetting the bonus chocolate coated and rainbow rice sprinkled waffle, mmm~

K, moving back to the topic... there was BBQ for dinner with the rest of Ad Infinitum in the evening before we headed back up to Auggie's room for a movie of gore, 'The Midnight Meat Train'. You should've seen how panicky and cautious Ericia grew after the film.

Koi's Green Tea Macchiato (Ericia's recommendation!) would probably be the only other drink I'd order from a bubbletea shop other than pearl / grass jelly milk tea.

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I know some things should just stay broken

I'm well aware this should remain unspoken

But I've been working on the things that I was learning all wrong, oh

I know sometimes I only twist ya

And maybe I'm too proud to say I missed ya

But what if here and now, I tell you that I'm all figured out?

Or maybe I just like how that sounds

Rust

(Finally) dyed my hair today despite the number of disapprovals I received. Sorry if I've disappointed you, but you don't know how it feels like to have my head to toes being duplicated for all 17 years of my existence. Crossing my fingers that the colour would fade much more over the week though, 'cause the current shade's pretty unappealing as to what I expected it to be.

I miss my natural hair colour already... ): True blue Libra here.

Coffee kills the night

Holy, it's 4.33am.

Regret gulping down that cup of iced caramel macchiato while waiting to pick my sister up from the airport at midnight. Struggling to trigger the 'sleepy feel' in me right now..... but it's not working.

So....

I stayed back after school to support Ivan, Naomi and Timothy at NP's Got Talent last evening (well technically, the evening before..) Hate it when I type a blogpost after midnight. I can't decide whether to type in context of the current day or the day before. -___-

PB&J rocked the stage. So proudda 'em!

Badasses \m/

Btw did you guys read the article about bees attacking my school field? 37 students were sent to the hospital. LOL!!!!!!! Sorry, just had to. Speaking about bees, I is gon' share a joke with you!

Bees usually produce honey, but what breed of bees produce milk?

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Boobees!

LOL I'm so funny :-)

How far they've come.

Buffet dinner at Park Royal hotel last night~ That's what I love about eating with my family. We always get to eat good food without me having to pay for it. ^^





So, yesterday was my parent's 20th wedding anniversary and today's my mom's birthday. It was a double celebration. I used to think they wouldn't last for long, considering the number of days I had to hear them hurl angered words at each other (this is when my earpieces come to really good use) but I'm truly happy that they've came this far.


Thank you Mom & Dad, for being my Mom & Dad. Love you both very much. ♥

And the above document shows just how mushy my parents are. #thatawkwardmoment when you don't know whether to go "awwww" or "ewwww".

By now,

Has anyone seen my life anywhere lately? I can't seem to find it.

Oh, there it is. Sandwiched in between projects and tutorials.

Feeling multiple emotions at a time and not having a form of output to let it all out could probably be the most awful combination ever. Virtually spamming twitter and letting it all out in my mind, but if that were turned into reality, I'd probably lose like 10 followers within an hour. This isn't an appropriate space as well. I...... need to scream :(

In the meantime, I have this to pull me through the night:

Sometimes, the one you want is not the one you need.

21st Nov will be the day I camp at Youtube and hunt down every song of Marianas Trench's new album, 'Ever After'.

The O's have ended / are almost ending. Wonder how my lovely juniors have fared. I wouldn't mind seeing familiar faces in campus next year :) I miss the O's. I miss PP Mac's. I miss.... TK.

Mugger Yeo's 17th

Happy birthday, bbyg. Love you till the ends of the world. ♥

Weekend Warrior

Thurs and Fri were accompanied with impromptu dinner dates with part of Jux Keydings to celebrate Taiming's birthday. Played Concentration, esh version and exchanged names version and camwhored like the usual. Almost died from all the laughing, but I guess that's what brings us back to the good ol' times :)

@ BBQ Chicken

Randy Orton and Jianhao's signature smile.

And Stella's infamous lift.

And I just returned from Raffles Town Club for a swim with my family. The last time I touched water was probably during the diving trip to Pulau Dayang that happened at least 4 months ago... Forgot all the different types of swimming styles I used to learn, but thank god for froggy-style. It never fails to keep me alive in the pool. -__- croak croak.

Ti's my dad looking really concentrated and aggressive in a game of shooting. So cute :)

Fermented beancurd.

Chicken and Kang Kong noodle.

Duck meat prata.

Fried wanton.

Beancurd skin with Gingko nut.

Dinner was gastronomic btw. Purely looking at the pix makes me salivate. I sense a potential supper spot ^^

I ain't too proud to tell you that I cry sometimes

I'm human, I grow tired too. And like everyone else, I only have 24 hours in a day. Despite these factors, I try. I try, no matter how insignificant my effort might seem to be, but please know that each effort comes with my strength, heart, soul and just everything else I've got left.

All I want is someone to appreciate what I do, before I give up trying. I think I'm already starting to, slowly but surely. Call me persistent, say I overestimated my limits, but frankly, what would you have done without me? Nothing. That, precisely.

Just thought you guys ought to know, my biggest fear is to be forgotten. Please don't.