From the bed

Friends/work by day, projects and assignments by night - It drains me out to a 0% everyday yet I still choose to do it. At times my body begs me to go to bed before dusk but on the bright side I like how I don't take hours to fall asleep anymore. People are motivated by aspirations and goals but for me, fatigue and limited time does the job. Does that even make sense? This is me biting more than I can chew since 1994...