Y'know that deep abyss of shock and disappointment that you fall into at that second when you realize how much you've destroyed your future with your very own bare hands? You'd seen this coming, so you'd geared yourself up to embrace the impact so bravely, yet when it comes charging at you like a merciless typhoon, your courage magically disappears within a snap of a finger and everything seems to fall apart. My heart ached like a bitch when I recited those numbers in remorse, yet all she said was, "it's okay". It's okay? It's okay? It's not okay, at least not to me. It's bad. Just so, so bad.
I tried. I did.
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