Just a thought

I wish I’d stop getting so attached to people too easily,
I wish I’d have a smaller network of friends,
Because I can’t split my body, nor manage my time for nuts.

No, wait. Scrap that.
I’d rather wish I could split my body, than to lose any of them.

I wish I didn’t mean so much to some people,
Because they don’t mean as much to me,
But it aches to put the words across.
I have a conscious, I do.

I start to neglect, easily,
Because I want to be everywhere,
But my wish to be able to split my body hasn’t been granted yet,
So I make little sacrifices here and there,
Or blow it all up and lose all on hand.

I wish I could sleep easily,
Because I come up with posts like that in the middle of the night when I don't.